Shades of My Monotonous Life
welcome to
Butterfingers Day Dreamer
★i'm sorry but i'm sort of crazy★

you know who I am when you open your heart to know who am I
.I don't share much about the past..
most off all, I am the Butterfingers Day Dreamer
Thursday, January 26
T.T @
23:11
KILL me. Would you? You know, there are times when I accidentally reminisced the past.. I never talked about love problems to my friends. cos there are none to talk about. sometimes I feel the urge to scream. to let everyone knows that I misses you so damn much. you know, you're the only one who drove me crazy about almost everything.
seeing one of my Friend arguing with her boyfie sometimes made this broken heart ached more. I remembered the last time we fought and then everything just gone. it's history. we did not break up like a normal couple did. oh how i miss you. wtf..
i still remember your musical laughter.. your sweet smile and heartbreaking fouls. your stupid jokes. dang! i would do anything just to get you back.. but it is impossible. we will never be together. in another life? how i'd wish we could.
receiving the news of your -------- huhu i can't type it. i just miss you.. no matter what, you'll be the sweetest thing in my life.
fvck we didn't even get to kissed / hugged each other. i sounded like a bitch. wtf i love you.. still... forever..
maybe some of you will say " bodoh juga kw ni wenn, y teida tu nda pyh igt lgi bh. time to move on" well i appreciate it guys but keep the verdicts to yourself.
xoxo
you know I miss you from up there